Monday, December 17, 2007

Fear

Today I had my 24 week appointment. Fear cannot describe how I feel right now. I spoke with Dr. Pitcher about the tightening I have been feeling, and she said this is not good. Though I "researched" it and thought they were just "Braxton-Hicks" or "practice contractions" and had calmed myself down, Dr. Pitcher says it's too early for me to start feeling them and that I need rest as much as possible, laying flat to keep pressure off my cervix or I will be jeopardizing our baby girl's safety. How am I supposed to lay flat with two little monkeys running around?! But I must find a way. I WILL NOT put her in danger!!

Help me Lord!